30.8.04

not sure if this can suffice.

I just watched "the Pianist" with Pernille.

It's got me thinking about a lot of things, so I won't write for long. It's about a pianist, a jew, who survived the war in Poland, and was able to work again as a musician after the war.

I guess I'm feeling a little overwhelmed right now, by the devastation of that war. The horrors, which I've only seen depicted in films, the things people saw and did and experienced.

My mum has a good friend whose father was forced to join the Hitler youth, although he remained a christian, just not openly. He still has nightmares about the war, and is 70 years old.

I just can't imagine.

Good night. God bless you.

29.8.04

slicing tomatoes. (that's the title, but my titles don't get displayed).

"happiness is a perfume you cannot pour on others without spilling a few drops on yourself."
--the return of the good, clean jokes, Bob Phillips.

what is a word in the english dictionary, which contains 3 consecutive pairs of letters?

clue # 1: it is a compound word, made up of 10 letters.
clue # 2: two of the pairs are vowels.
clue # 3: the word is an occupation.

more to come.

saturday night, dancing, like the way you move.

Remember that song "Saturday Night"?
I don't recall who sang it...some blonde girl. It was cool when I was in about grade 7, and I know that most of her songs sounded the same.

Saturday night, dancing, like the way you move.
Pretty baby.
It's party time, and not one minute we can lose.
*something* baby..

saturday...saturday.

I went to Worship Invasion tonight, with my danish delight, Pernille. I also saw ANNA!!!!! and, briefly, her husband dave. Hmm...some awesome ladies prayed for me, and I reconnected with some new friends...

Excellent things are happening, my friends. Do all that you can to get in the path of the storm that is the power of God. Get picked up in it. Enjoy the time inside of the storm, and then be able to come back down, and work the fallowed ground.

one love.

25.8.04

strength to get me through the night. and following days.

O God, come to my aid.
O Lord, make haste to help me.
Glory be to the Father and to the Son and to the Holy Spirit,
as it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be,
world without end.
Amen. Alleluia.

24.8.04

do do do

i'm redecorating my room.
or rather, rearranging it.
yep.
pretty stoked for that.

22.8.04

i won't lie. it's devastating.

at least for the moment, my heart is broken.

Pernille--dts housemate, adopted sister, visiting from Denmark--was to stay with me this coming weekend. Tonight, I went out to where she's staying to visit with her. I found out that another friend, whose absence from the city brought me the honour of Pernille as my guest, has planned to take Pernille away with her.

I am so close to tears, I can't even explain it.

I was so afraid that this would happen. The disappointment and rejection of it is almost too much to take.

goodnight.

20.8.04

today.

O Lord, open my lips.
And my mouth will proclaim your praise.

19.8.04

contests

I noticed, while eating my second breakfast this morning, that cereal box contests usually stipulate "NO PURCHASE NECESSARY". You can send in for the rules, or just read them off the box while perusing the supermarket aisles. I think that is the case for most food contests. You can enter without purchasing the product. (In this morning's situation, it was a chance to design the "Life" cereal box. Yumm.)

I thought this over while masticating my early morning meal, and soon realized that there is one food contest promoter who always stipulates the necessity of purchase: BEER! You can't enter beer-brand/company sponsored contests without purchasing.

Lame.

(But wise. Their prizes are usually pretty cool, so it makes sense to draw in the bling while holding a contest).

contests

I noticed, while eating my second breakfast this morning, that cereal box contests usually stipulate "NO PURCHASE NECESSARY". You can send in for the rules, or just read them off the box while perusing the supermarket aisles. I think that is the case for most food contests. You can enter without purchasing the product. (In this morning's situation, it was a chance to design the "Life" cereal box. Yumm.)

I thought this over while masticating my early morning meal, and soon realized that there is one food contest promoter who always stipulates the necessity of purchase: BEER! You can't enter beer-brand/company sponsored contests without purchasing.

Lame.

(But wise. Their prizes are usually pretty cool, so it makes sense to draw in the bling while holding a contest).

18.8.04

changes

daily focus...find it here.
I picked up the South Beach diet book today. Pretty stoked about it.

It's been a year of changes for me. Not just change as in new car, new job, new whatever, but changes in how I see myself, and how I address issues in my life with confidence. I can acknowledge that I need to lose weight, and be more active, without allowing that to depress me, and define who I am.

Neat, eh?

14.8.04

again.

Daphne says that such ans such was for Frasier's father. Frasier replies (in a derogatory manner),

"So are games with balls, domestic beer, and big trucks that run over littler ones."

Hah ahahaahah ah haaaaaaaaa!!!

I don't know what it is about those Crane boys, but they crack me RIGHT up!

12.8.04

phew

just checking.

11.8.04

wha happan?

I'm BAAAAAAACK!

I don't know why, or for how long, but I have been able to sign back in. Oooh, there have been so many blog-worthy moments in the last few days--who knows if I can remember any of them.

I've just enjoyed a family dinner--grandparents and all--to celebrate our collective unbirthdays. It's a cool way to celebrate birthdays together, even though we aren't able to get together 8 times a year. As part of our gift, Joanne and Dan (my grandparents) gave us each a piece of their house, or our great-grandma's house--things like crystals that hung in the windows, or to me, a tiny water colour painting. And then, as if that weren't honour enough, we each received an ancient Greek coin, from the collection of Joanne's best friend, Joyce, who passed away recently.
Yeah. Wow.

What else can I tell you? Not much I suppose. Except that, I am so thankful for my friends. Honestly, I sometimes can't believe just how many incredible people I know. And that they care for me? ... just astonishing.

I'm feeling kind of sad today, so if you're in the neighbourhood of my house or my ice cream store, stop in for a hug or 2. Nothing cures the blues like some lovin'.

one love.

7.8.04

c-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-check it out.

yoyo yo...
I'm back.
I went to imr tonight, thinking I could be out late, because I wasn't working 'til 1pm tomorrow. Turns out I'm working @ 10am, so I'm going to bed now.
Keats was awesome. Or maybe not awesome...I heard a blurb on the radio the other day, talking about awesome being used in reference to all that God is...so to be cautious with how we use it mundanely. But it was a very God-soaked 2 days, so I'll call it awesome.

Praise the Lord, O my soul, PRAISE the Lord.

Amen.

And gooooooood night.

ps I have the scars of a barnacle skirmish all over my hands and fingers, knees and toes. ouch.

4.8.04

away away away.

i am going away. away to a place where for two days i will be blissfully unable to spend my money.

yes. i am going to keats.

see you later.

...we have (still) a great need for a saviour, and a great saviour for our need...
--derek webb


2.8.04

waiting

well well well...I'm not wearing my glasses, and the screen is a wee bit blurry.
Hang on...there, that's better.

*phew*

Not much to report, really. (A quick note: the "shing, sparkle, sparkle" bit is something I got from spongebob squarepants. It's in an episode where plankton is trying to get the recipe for crab cakes, and he gives s.b.s.p. a golden spatula...and makes the noise "shing, sparkle, sparkle" when he hands it to the unsuspecting sponge).

That's all about that.

Now...onto more important things...such as...

MIKAEL is home! Woot, woot!

Pete is moving to north van. *sigh, tear*

Ummm...I have a show on Friday @ work, and one in January...which will bring in some little blings...

I sold 2 copies of my album today...

I'm going to cry, I think. Sometimes, not seeing my friends is unfortunate, but even moreso is seeing them when they've all been together for a few days...and hence...don't need...me.

Yeah.

Pity party. My house. Now.

1.8.04

diva 101 continues...

hi y'all.
opera camp is over. *sighs*. no more diva training...for now.
the results of this week:
my voice is BiggER.
my confidence is More...
Judith Forst told me i sang well.
some new friends and a sunburn from reading in the rose garden.
a tired voice and tired abs and an overflowing of joy and song.
i want to go to ubc.

good nite.

*sparkle, sparkle*