i won't lie. it's devastating.

at least for the moment, my heart is broken.

Pernille--dts housemate, adopted sister, visiting from Denmark--was to stay with me this coming weekend. Tonight, I went out to where she's staying to visit with her. I found out that another friend, whose absence from the city brought me the honour of Pernille as my guest, has planned to take Pernille away with her.

I am so close to tears, I can't even explain it.

I was so afraid that this would happen. The disappointment and rejection of it is almost too much to take.

goodnight.