*ahem*
*cough, cough*

well...

something about being disillusioned.

last night, "good christian beer night"...I suppose that should've tipped me off right there...maybe I should've just stayed home and called Jess, or better yet, gone to bed (because I am literally sick and tired).
But Theo was in town, and how often is that...I mean, really.

One of the youth pastors I work with...when he started named kids in the youth group he'd like to see drunk, yeah...that was good times. Yeah, when he was encouraging the 18-year-olds to drink...provided they didn't get caught...now that's integrity?

And when they all started laughing at me, because I wasn't drinking, and because I...well, I was a little shocked...oh hey, that was great too.

I think my list of qualities has been expanded...
too joyful
too spiritual
too straightedge
too sheltered

something about losing....tu caara.

Yeah, hey thanks for that guys. That was great.