I feel I must mention that theo's birthday party last night [happy 18th birthday theo!] was one of few big party experiences I can look back upon with fond memory.
Oftentimes at big parties, I feel very much lost in the crowd. I'll be sitting with a group of people having some obscure discussion, and I'll realize, after sitting there for an hour, that I haven't said a word. And hence, have wasted my time, since my not speaking doesn't indicate a lack of things to say, rather a lack of confidence or opportunity to say them.
Ah...thank you for a wonderful night, Theo and family.

I think I shall make an effort to hang out @ Theo's house more often.