It's strange to find out that you're someone "people" have been talking about. Especially when it would seem that "people" include at least one of your best friends....strange that a friend like that wouldn't talk to you himself, but would prefer to chat it up behind your back, out of concern or otherwise.

But let's face it, what "they" have been saying is true...and I tend to over analyze actions/non-actions. I'm actually not too upset. I understand...I see the logic. I'm a teeny bit hurt, but more embarassed. Determined to be on the way to clearing my name, at least with the ones who matter.

*sighs*

It would seem that I am in a mess, made by me...and I should clean it up. Just wait 'til tomorrow...maybe I'll figure out how.