Now is a time when I want Melissa Sue to come and cuddle with me. I do feel like crying, just because...and I want to talk to her. She is one of the few people in the world I can completely be bare in front of. It was such a healing thing to meet her and get to know her, and then find this incredible friendship wherein I can be weak and small and scared...and not get caught up in all of that, but still...ugh.

*sings* love me, love me--say that you love me.